就算 多累
就算多爱睡
我还是有失眠的原因
我还是
一夜恶梦连连的遭遇
那种累
让我在生活中
觉得视线模糊
头脑混乱
根本无法集中精神在每一刻
想说的
想写的
都成不了可以形容的话语
夜半
我会心跳加速
我会呼吸沉重
我会
。。。
睡不到
。。。
就算世界上
千千万万比我不幸运的人
很多很多
遭遇比我悲惨的人
还更多
我还是
没有办法
不烦恼
不胡思乱想
虽然
这些只是自寻烦恼
虽然
当你知道世界的某个角落
那些人根本为了求生
而没有时间浪费在这种多余的烦恼
我还是
放不开
心中的结
hey, don't be silly, my dear frend, u cant say tat wat happened to u is not important, or ur feelings are not important since its sumtin not serious/life-threatening. dis is not a hospital triage whr critical patients get treatment first. no, nobody can ever tell u how u shld feel. thrs nth wrong 2 feel sad after things like dis happened, its sumtin normal bcoz we suffer sum lost. nobody can say ur lost is insignificant, bcoz they r not u. its insignificant for them bcoz they are not in ur position. they are not putting themselves into ur shoes. they cant judge ur feelings, bcoz we cant say a feeling is wrong bcoz it just is.
ReplyDeletewe can feel sad for our lost but d most important thing is how we stand up again. we stumble and fall in life, but we also get up and continue our journey. i understand its difficult but, hey, u will always have frends around u to gif u support :)
P/S: anyway, take gud care of urself, dun put too much stress on urself, its bad, physically, esp for ur stomach, and most importantly, mentally. juz have sum peace of mind one or two hours b4 u slp. meditate or yoga are sumtin u can try. it helps u 2 relax ur mind so tat u wun have bad dreams when u slp :)
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