The past can be hurt. But the way seeing it, you can either run from it / learn from it

The past can be hurt. But the way seeing it, you can either run from it / learn from it

懂得…………人生~

故人生應該要多用" 加法",少用"減法 "。
人生沒有太多的應該,只有感恩;
人生沒有太多的擔心,只有放下;
人生沒有太多的等待,只有趁現在!


不管怎样的事情,都请安静地愉快吧! 这是人生。我们要依样地接受人生,勇敢地、大胆地,而且永远地微笑着。

但愿每次回忆,对生活都不感到负疚。

当你的希望一个个落空,你也要坚定,要沉着!

过去属于死神,未来属于你自己。

假如我能重蹈这人生的话,我愿意重过我已经过过的生活。因为,我不后悔过去,也不恐惧未来。

路是脚踏出来的,历史是人写出来的。人的每一步行动都在书写自己的历史。

你明白,人的一生,既不是人们想象的那么好,也不是那么坏。

你若要喜爱你自己的价值,你就得给世界创造价值。

人的一生是短的,但如卑劣的过这短的一生,就太长了。

Thursday, January 27, 2011

SueWen'z Diary 没有人知道我心情为什么不好。。 别人都只知道我心情不好。。 说出来都不怎么想说。。 写出来也许只是想发泄。。 没有帮助多少。。 因为弄到大家都不愉快以后。。 说什么都无济于事。。

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

CHECK YOUR STOCK before u left de shop

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I wonder why so many dishonest sellers nowadays
i get cheated twice in a day
>:<
am i look dumb???
noob???
silly???
stupid????

u are making me crazy!
>:<"""
 ISOS 2nd floor in Prangin Mall

i was walked around alone
and i saw nice jackets
RM15 each but no trying outside de shop
i pick up two
check it with de quality
NO PROBLEM
i ask de gal to put on de counter for me
then i still look around for other things
dat gal was told me
she took new stock for me
i answer okay~
then i didn't check anymore
i paid and i left
i shouldn't be so careless
>:<
after took back
i realize de cloths were so cacat
BOTH ALSO SAME
DON'T TELL ME I'M REALLY SO BAD LUCK
I THINK DE SHOP OWNER WAS READY PLAN TO CHEAT!!!
see de prove
is not a small damage
there is big hole on both jacket's sleeve

WELL
WHAT CAN I SAID
>>????<<
even reject shop / FOS is not dat bad

speachless
!!=,=!!
i refuse to argue d
will sew it myself

JUST TO REMIND U ALL
CHECK YOUR STOCK 
BEFORE U LEFT DE SHOP
BEAR IN MIND

When a SERIOUS buyer met a DISHONEST seller

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 i copy this from my own notes
due to de reason of laziness

This note was tag to inform u all to BE AWARE, based on de situation that i have met...
NO OFFENSE, i was just telling a true story~
is about de $$$$$$$$$ [ I'M KIAM SIAP ENOUGH, my $$$$ wasn't fall from SKY]
and YOU CHEAT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Starting my story, hope u won't feel sleepy when u reading this >:<
Honestly i don't know everything about DSLR, i can't even remembered my own DSLR model >:<
(but now i know it's Canon 550D-ori lens)
For others equipment, I don't know de price, not sure about those products, functions....

My friend told me i was owe a filter, and it's a MUST buy product cause it protects our lens
So de 1st survey i went to Nam Long in Gurney Plaza
de Boss told me normal cheap filter is very bad, at least RM160 only can considered as ENOUGH....
well, i'm not a professional photographer nor a  officially photographer
this price cost a lot [for me]
so i just =]] and walked away

Yesterday i went to Komtar, survey for de FLASH and my filter lo of course
de 1st shop i visited-- Excel Photo (Previously known as Merry Colour)
there is a worker aged around 45-50++ (is a uncle)
after asking de FLASH is my filter turns ^^
i didn't told him what's de price and quality that i have survey
but just straight away ask him how much does a filter for my DSLR cost
he said retail RM50++ but he offer me, RM40 enough
we paid, we left
we went to de same row, other shop, HIKE enterprise
actually is looking for de FLASH, but we'r kepo as well
incidentally ask about de normal filter cost how much
*ONE MOUTH PRICE* RM20
de guy show us de product as well.....
EXACTLY same, don't need bargain and de price different for so much
i was like>:< 囧囧
=,=!!!!!!!

i went back to de shop [EXCEL] with a =]]]]]]
stand stood, somebody ask "yes can i help u"
i sincerely ask "did u giving me wrong product or mistake with de price" with a =]]
he said "No"
de uncle ask "WHY"
i said "i just wondering cause i heard from de others is different price and de price is MUCH MORE CHEAPER"
maybe de uncle was TAK SYOK
he tune UP de pitch and said "we are EXACTLY selling with this price and de other shop just wanna SPOIL our reputation"
hrrmppp....i was still =]]] and keep quite, looking on his face expression and de way he EXPLIANing is FUNNY
Uncle how come u so nervous

HOW COME PEOPLE FROM DE HIKE WILL PURPOSELY SPOIL UR REPUTATION WHEN I DIDN'T TELL THEM WHAT I BOUGHT, WHERE I BOUGHT FROM, AND DIDN'T EVEN LET THEM SEE ANYTHING HOLDING ON MY HAND AND -----I WAS JUST PRETENDING SURVEY FOR DE PRICE ONLY-----.....

hmmpp....UNCLE, u cheated me once, but not twice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
de uncle "where u ask, u bought from de shop, u bring me de resit, i return u de $$$$$$$$"
UNCLE, DO U THINK THAT I'M A NUISANCE, PROBLEM MAKER???? JUST LIKE U
I BRING UP DE ISSUE, JUST TO CONFIRM WITH U
AND I DID TALK TO U + ASKING U NICELY
AND IF IT'S YOUR MISTAKE I'M TEND TO WARN U
DON'T SIMPLY EXTORT UR CUSTOMERS
(thou most of ur customers are foreigners but doesn't mean that u can do your business in this way)
(don't tell me this is your style)
IF U ARE STEADY U DON'T NEED A RESIT AND YOU SHOULDN'T YELL TO ME IN THAT WAY

Is acceptable if a thing slightly cost more then 10 or 20%
i understand some shop they take alot of stock and there will be cheaper
but de thing is u charge me MORE then 100% and u told me is OFFER!
WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and yet i'm trying to talk nicely to u
BUT u doesn't show any sincere explanation!!!!!!!!
seriously, this will be de 1st and de last time i visit your shop!!!!!
i know some shop even giving out de filter free when u purchase de DSLR with them...
but suak suak ki ~
i just wanna release my DISSATISFACTION =)

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Tamia - Officially missing you (+lyrics)



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All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me whyd you have to go
Cause this pain I feel it wont go away
and today Im officially missing you

I thought that from this heartache I could escape
But Ive fronted long enough to know
there aint no way
and today Im officially missing you

Ooh can nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
hey baby
said stays on my mind
and I Im officially

All I do is lay around
two years full of tears
from looking at your face on the wall
just a week ago you were my baby
now I dont even know you at all
I dont know you at all

Well I wish that you would call me right now
so that I could get through to you somehow
but I guess its safe to say, baby
safe to say
that I Im officially missing you

Ooh can nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
hey baby
said stays on my mind
and I Im officially

Well I thought I could just get over you, baby
but I see theres something I just cant do
from the way you would hold me
to the sweet things you told me
I just cant find a way to let go of you

Ooh can nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
hey baby
said stays on my mind
and I Im officially

Its official

Hoo you know that Im missing you
all I hear is raindrops, oh yeah
and I-Im officially missing you

Sunday, January 9, 2011

addicted to Starbucks & Coffee Bean

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 Dark Choco Peppermint
 Toffee Coffee
 Vanila RedBean
VS
Mocha RedBean
TWO DIFFERENT SIZE rite?
so as a smart consumer
i suggest to choose de Branch in E-Gate wan~
 Mocha Ice Blended

 I'm addicted~
i must visits Starbucks or Coffee Bean once a week
is a MAX for me
cause i'm not a rich gal 
>:<



tadaahh~~
Muffin lovers
u will love this
^^


de Swensenz in Gurney

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after de Santarina in island plaza

always trafic jam along de way to Gurney Plaza
=,=!!!

 park at de road side infront of Evergreen Hotel
wearing 4inchs high heel walk to Gurney
>:<
sipek hungry
always prefer de Swensens here
 especially de RM9.90 ice cream in cone
favourite carbonara ^^

de CliNic -Gurney plaza

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 She don't love to take pic~
i don't know why >:<

 de CLINIC in gurney plaza
i was try once before in Seberang Jaya
de decoration is really -special- & -nice-
but de food
seriously *bo ho ciak*
u may try it urself
IF U DON'T BELIEVE
>:<

1st visit to Straits Quay

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 I LOVE this pic MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!
 I 2nd LOVE this pic MUCH!!!!!!!!
 de sex on de beach- SUX!!!!
 I LOVE de scenery 3rd MUCH!!!!!!!!!!
 1 tall 1 short in de candyland =]]]
 1st visit to Straits Quay


 IRISH PUB - Straits Quay
service not really good
maybe not enough stuff
or maybe i'm NOT WEARING PRETTY enough on that day
 NOT ENOUGH HIGH CLASS kut

 i'm wearing YOGA suits
 de Christmas FEEL =]]

Christmas Meal

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 Curry de puff
 Lapcheong and huhu
 de Coffee Bean - Tomato slice Bacon
 de Coffee Bean - Lemon Cheese
 de Burma Road Haagen Dazz
 de Miniature
 de Good Friend
 de Menu for limited set
 de Coffee Bean Latte
 de Sick wan
 de Melting choco
 de RM90 set after ++
(for Christmas promotion)

usually cost RM68++ for de normal set
actually i don't feel much different about both sets
>:<

 ---M3rrY X'mAs---
de Coffee Bean Mocha

2010 Christmas week

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I wasn't really ENJOY in my Chirstmas Week
De REASON is
i was busy with my work
and that time i was sick

SICK plus WORK
definitely tortured
and i still have to stand for it
some more
she keep on nagging
nagging
nagging~
>:<
all day long

de most fed up thing i have ever met is
when i'm totally exhausted
when i'm in pressure
when i just wanna share my problem with her
she will never give me a good response
she will never give a logical feedback
she just think of what she want
THEN WHAT I SHOULD DO
in hokkien we said it as 
[[TOH KONG]]

she never considered about others situation
when i doesn't follow de way that she taught
then exactly is because of i'm useless
KIA SI + BO LO YONG
ALL MY MISTAKES
=[[[
it makes my heart break
how could i communicate with her
she make me feel more even stress~

she never understand
she would never understand in real life situation
in her mindset
there's only BLACK and WHITE
she neglect de Grey, brown, blue.....areas

sometimes i rather to keep de problem inside with me
just let her scold
let her blame
let her misunderstood
and i just stay tune
LET IT BE

(just realize de post was store in draft)

我会保重

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无论面对多心痛的场面
我都不容许自己在谁的面前掉一滴泪
真正的心痛是谁问上门来
都不会正式回答
都不会再说出苦的挣扎
所以以后的我谁都不会明白
就算我又一天体力消耗完而死了
我也情愿

我就是很累很累了
活着总比死的苦痛
可以的话我想忙死累死磨死自己
你们过得好就好
我宁愿看不到听不到不知道
永远都不要知道你嘴巴说出的那番话
如果觉得我是女的真的那么无用之处
当初就不要把我生出来
我宁可从来没有来过这个世界
外面的人可 觉得我很好很好
因为别人都只看到所拥有的表面
看不到付出还是负担的那面

对不起我真的没有让你们很光荣
办不到所谓的望女成凤
我习惯委曲求全
我会平心接受
因为我付出再多永远都不够
不够你们理想的满足

日后再堕落再死的情况我都会自己保重!

Friday, January 7, 2011

MiSs LaLa

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我开始用它来拍照了
Canon 550D
我称它谓郭拉拉
一份不会忘怀的礼物
心意与价值
对我而言都贵重


just simply trial shoot
even till now i'm still not really know how to use it
de only thing that i familiar is
"flash" ON or OFF
=,=!!
i know i was lame >:<