The past can be hurt. But the way seeing it, you can either run from it / learn from it

The past can be hurt. But the way seeing it, you can either run from it / learn from it

懂得…………人生~

故人生應該要多用" 加法",少用"減法 "。
人生沒有太多的應該,只有感恩;
人生沒有太多的擔心,只有放下;
人生沒有太多的等待,只有趁現在!


不管怎样的事情,都请安静地愉快吧! 这是人生。我们要依样地接受人生,勇敢地、大胆地,而且永远地微笑着。

但愿每次回忆,对生活都不感到负疚。

当你的希望一个个落空,你也要坚定,要沉着!

过去属于死神,未来属于你自己。

假如我能重蹈这人生的话,我愿意重过我已经过过的生活。因为,我不后悔过去,也不恐惧未来。

路是脚踏出来的,历史是人写出来的。人的每一步行动都在书写自己的历史。

你明白,人的一生,既不是人们想象的那么好,也不是那么坏。

你若要喜爱你自己的价值,你就得给世界创造价值。

人的一生是短的,但如卑劣的过这短的一生,就太长了。

Saturday, September 4, 2010

2nd letter

SueWen'z Diary
Past few days company is organizing an event again, Guys have to move tables and chairs, heavy stuff from seminar room to meeting room and others room. And we have to remove again all the event stuff back to the origin place and girls have to notice the dishes or cup used by the customer, we have to wash it, refil the coffee or tea, and cleaning job after the event again.

Since in July, we have been changing our work station. Occasionally it would be in the Training Room (where we were initially placed), meeting room, and in the lobby. Everyday we would have to move in and out. The current place where we’re sitting now is the meeting room. The place is almost full with things (things were shifted out from the Training Room temporarily due to a 3-day event), thus making it difficult for us to walk in and walk out.

A female Muslim trainee (the ONLY MUSLIM trainee) asked permission if she is able to go back home earlier since it is the fasting month, which means that she wouldn’t be going or her break during our break time. However, her request has been denied and she has been given a short lecture by the people that in charge of the management by saying that “There is no such policy in WMA”. I would like to take this opportunity to inform that, there is no such policy in WMA as they are no Muslims here besides the trainee. The company is 99% has Chinese staff.

I’m afraid that after all trainee were complete their internship just left me and my another course mate, our task will become heavier much more then now cause no more trainee will help the company to do those cleaning and heavy job, plus documentation, plus other extra task that I mention above.

my 1st complain letter

SueWen'z Diary

这是我给校方的第一封信~


Case 1: cleaning job—collect company’s rubbish and throw it on the way out. Besides that, washed mugs and cups (used by staff and customer), clean the table, arranged the tables and chairs (for our own use and night time for client use).  There are other tasks such as fixing the curtain after it has been washed, clean the storeroom (not often but it has been 3 times – UMS interns did it. We fear that we might have to do this as their duration of internship has been completed). There is also once where the toilet floor was wet like any other toilet, but all of us got scolded and the male interns have been ordered to clean the toilet.

Case 2: extra job-- go to the post office, bank, and nearby market or shop to buy things. The transport and parking fees are not provided for these tasks. Besides that interns were assigned to go to nearby taxi station find taxi for client, be a bellboy to take luggage or bag for boss from his car, replace Customer Service (CS) job when CS is not around. We also have to read and cut news paper daily (Chinese – Sin Chew; and English – The Star) and stick in 1 file (regarding to economy, forex, trading…etc. around 13 categories). Other tasks such as counting 500 pieces of letterhead for them (which was to be sent to the Photostat shop)  and also check the Academy courses filed notes to see if the notes are all alike. The notes consisted of 162 pages in each file.

Case 3: event job--be an operator to call customer 1 by 1 to invite them to an event (not exaggerating—where we had to call thousands of people, including those who were their previous customer, and ‘potential clients’ where we had searched from online website and newspaper, continuously for 2 weeks without doing other task while other interns had to put their tasks on hold). The consistency of making phone calls by using the company’s mobile phone gives me headache (due to the radioactive) and sore throat (non-stop calling). During the event, we have to do set up, registration, selling product, bodyguard and etc. (start from 7am till 7pm,  whole day on a Sunday without accepting any excuse or reason that we have our own planning on that day, unless you are not in Penang, air ticket and bus ticket have to be shown as a proof).  Although we did receive off day replacement for that day, but it is just 1 day.

Case 4: unacceptable working time—the company operates 6 times per week (Monday till Saturday, 10am to 6pm). However we work on alternate Saturdays. UUM students are assigned to work on the 1st, 3rd and 5th week of Saturday, full day. However, they change our working time randomly; we always received last minutes inform about our changing working time, and sometimes including Sunday also we have to work for an event.

The company does not practice on what they preached. “We tell you all earlier so that you can make your plans”.  For example, the company told us that we got few days off on which duration they mentioned. The off day was during the weekday as they did not have enough space for us to work due to a small seminar was being held on that day and they need the training room for the seminar. The company asks us to replace back the working days on the other alternate Saturday (2nd, 4th Saturday). But when come to the day before the off day, company last minute request us to continue working for that few days, regardless to what reason we cannot make it, I remember the people who in charge of the management told me, ”This is your problem, just cancel your plans, company’s priority come first…”

More than once the same thing happened again and they don’t even tell us the reason why we have to switch our working time on and off. Again and again I cannot arrange my time properly and I have to deal with it. Due to some family issues and personal reasons, I am unable to work on any of the time as the company requested for the other next time or next time after that. At one time we have to come back after working time (after 6pm) to have a meeting, stay up late to complete the job without OT.

Case 5: Inadequate working environments — the training room is big enough for us to do our work, it is good enough for us, but we have to arrange tables and chair every morning when come to work and after finish work. There are 23 people including trainee and 2 permanent staff that watching us in one training room. Initially, the training room is comfortable, but starting from July, we have been informed that the amount of electrical bill is increase, so we have to corporate with the company, to cut down the usage of air condition, where from 3 air-conditions to 1 air-cond. Seriously, the room is concealed with walls, without any open windows so not only do we feel the heat inside, it is suffocating and stuffy. We don’t feel comfortable with the environment anymore. Besides that since UMS trainee has left, we UUM and USM interns have to sit at the lobby. It is a small place for customer to do registration and enquiry. Whenever got customer or the CEO comes back to the office, we need to move back to training room or meeting room, in and out.

Case 6: mentally tortured—I would like to confess I’m mentally tortured by the one whom in charge with the management; she is in charge to give marks (internship) to us. When we are requested to do cleaning and heavy job, we were told with sarcastic words such as “you are just a trainee”. I remembered well on what my teacher taught me when I was in school, “For other people to respect you, you have to respect them first”. We are well aware that we are just trainees but by looking down on us where we feel degraded is not how things should be. How are we supposed to respect them when they don’t really respect us as well?
When we are required to complete last minutes task, they asked us to behave like a professional. No matter how tough the tasks that have been assigned also I can accept, but then they usually didn’t inform us earlier, every time they will tell us it’s urgent and need us to complete it immediately. We would have to complete it by the same day or after few hours, OT is a must to complete those task, multimedia’s job is not that easy to do but, we are always been given this kind of pressure.

When a person is sick, obviously we are required to take MC. However the management said that our report regarding to our internship would not be a positive one due to medical leave. Whatever I have make request from company will never get a response, for example my lunch time is 12pm until 1pm, I’m a gastric patient, I have to consume meal frequently. Since the moment we were warned to not treat the office like a canteen, I formally make a request from the management, can I have a small break after lunch. Even though I have explained my situation, I still only get the reply of “no hi tea please”, no further feedback anymore. One thing is, trainee are treated this way, but staffs are different, they can eat whatever time when they feel hungry, they are taking more than 1 meal during working time but we are forbidden. And whenever I ask about my off day so that I could plan my activities like sending my mum to medical checkup but still, there is no reply, not even a word of “I help u to check it first”.

Case 7: Others-- We brings our own laptop, charger and external hard disk to work. Due to multimedia job, we have to save all the softcopy regarding to our task, even thou we have already transfer all the file to company’s hard disk we still have to keep it, but we don’t have such a big memory space to store all this data. I can’t afford to buy another external hard disc just to store whole company’s file. Our task is doing video, banner, name card, header and footer of a website, poster. it’s at least something that related to our course, even though we are given a lot of pressure, but other course trainee (UMS) like taking networking are request to create a fake account of facebook of pretty girl, and have to add new user daily, ask them whether interested in foreign exchange, trading or so on, and whenever there’s an event, the “Fake” facebook account is use to do promotion. As I know, now UMS has already banned this company and will not send trainee here anymore. Previously I have heard about other University like UPM, and TAR have also refused to send their students here for training.

Some other days that they treated us badly but I don’t know how to explain in words. Therefore, I hope that the university would take note of the situation here and also hope that future trainees to be would not be sent here for their internship.

愤那粪人

SueWen'z Diary
不懂怎么形容
心情就像厚厚的字典般沉重
很多压抑的情绪
很多文字
不懂怎么表达
乱乱的~

过去的心事
还没有消化
只是没时间填上来

先说今天的
今天在办公室我又在被教训了

三个月的工作时间
我总共请了五天病假
我真的病个不停
也许天气
也许操劳
都有啦其实
种种因素
还有压力
还有烦恼

我没有办法不请假休息
我太累了
生活都是满满的行程表
除了工作
我不是就没有牵挂的,休息
还有好多好多的事情要忙

其实负责家务的妈妈
真的很忙碌
也算艰辛
所以我的空当时间就是处理家里的事情
从以前到现在我也是
只是工作之后
时间更少
时间更被挤得满满的
。。。
“累”
加上我身体也不太健康
一直生病
通常
我没有立马求医
还是拖拖托
忍受不住了再看珍
自然而然
既然是受不住再看医生
就证明真的很不舒服
病人自然需要更多休息的空间

无可奈何
还是被公司所谓的规矩威胁
还是被训话
背责备了
对于“她”的冷言冷语
我也只好对她冷笑
她说我在讽刺她
我又无言的冷笑

实在很无奈啊
黄明志
可不可以也来帮我举一首歌
唱出我的心声 


【【故事】】
她说~为什么我一直请假
(MC不是生病的吗?)
她说~我的表现很差
她说~要cocern一下我的状况
为什么这样

我回她~
如果你真的这样想知道
我可以告诉我从前的病例
她专题了
(其实她不是真的想关心
也不是想问候我的情况
只是想刁难我
责备我)

她问我~现在要怎么样
这样是不被允许的
我的报告一定很差

她说~没有一间公司
是允许员工整天请假的
我真的很懒的理她
我说~我没工作过不知道规矩
她应我~这是常识不要告诉她我不懂
(失策,不应该应她这句的)
可是我真的很懒的跟她争辩

我应她~
这样以后生病就不可以看医生
是不是都不可以请假

她很激动的说~我态度很差
告诉我
请不要大势宣传告诉别人
她不给我看医生请假
她没有这样说过

她的语气真的很差
态度真的很差
她又拿我的报告威胁我
我很懒很懒很懒得鸟她
她很无理取闹
又整天以自己好像是老板的身份
来无风起浪

她说如果再请假就会将我的报告写得很差
最坏的打算就是告诉校方送我回去
她说没有办法
如果我在这样表现的话

每次生病来上班
其实只要你不过分
我还可以忍受
我是学Multimedia的
不是为你的公司做粗工的
但是她每一次都会叫我打扫
做那种应该是maid做的cleaning job
她不理会我是否生病的状况

而且就在我每次生病的时候
她只会说~这些东西你应该可以做
(我没有说“不”的余地)
她最爱煽风点火
强人所难

我记得我会问她
难道我在公司生病上班的状况把你没看见吗?
她很理直气壮的回答我
“她不是医生她不知道”
多么干净利落的答复

那里的员工跟我的待遇不一样的就是
员工可以生病
可以请假
我身为trainee是不可以的·
这样的事情是不被允许的
YOU ARE JUST A TRAINEE
我时常被教训的那一句话
好像我就不是人那样
我肚子饿胃痛
也不可以吃
他们就可以
。。。
。。。
待续