ON & OFF

SueWen'z Diary

I turn ON
-- peaceful
-- privacy

-- silent
-- alone

SWITCH OFF
-- blamming
-- crowded

-- sadness
-- curious
-- anger

Mistrust

SueWen'z Diary

It's correct when people say
"SHARING is CARING"
but the problem is
when you share your thing to de wrong candidates

Same mistake i have done duplicate
i feel like i'm so stupid
feel like bang my head to de wall
[[redundantly]]

REGRET REGRET REGRET

maybe u would advise
why don't u ((change))
since u know it's a wrong way to do so
change to de correct one
STOP being a foolish

but what i do is
i'm always giving out chances for people to change
i always thought
maybe this is not what <_> want
maybe <_> doesn't mean it
maybe this will be de last time <_> did so
maybe <_> also feel guilty and wish for a chance to be good

why i'm taking this silly action to help de bad guy finding excuse
hurh?
why am i always trust to an awarded actor & a completely lier?
sigh~

It's ok, i'll be fine
i don't wanna make any judgement right now
let it be
[FIRST]

Till i find out what to do NEXT!

SueWen'z Diary Four in de morning I don't know what to do to make myself feel better I'm depress I'm dilemma I'm dying

MisTake

SueWen'z Diary

When u first did a mistake

i believe you didn't mean to it

If u make de same mistake twice

that's mean it was a choice for you to do it

When it comes to de third time

I strongly agree it was a decision u make it.

抽身

SueWen'z Diary

最辛苦就是

两个人在一起

但是对方只称他自己为中心

你对他而言不是不重要

只是他自己比较重要

两个人各有想法

但是他只是要你跟着他的路线前往

那是自私

我还以为可以遇到疼爱自己的那个

怎知凡是都事与愿违

我的要求真的不高

什么都好我只是想要被保护

但是到头来我还是注定当个强者

主动包容的还是我

那样很无助

凡是如果没有期盼就不会失望

其实我也只是想尝试

现在证明我还是没有那种命

很庆幸抽身对我而言已经不是一件难事

曾经尝试了最难熬的过去

到了后来的挫折

只会觉得那只是刚好的不幸

原来不合适真的可以一早就发现

拖泥带水不是想要得意愿 

但是有些情况就不是在你控制的范围里面

照旧

SueWen'z Diary

其实没有什么特别幸福可言

每个单天都有争吵的情景反复重演

我想我还是可以若无其事的度过

也许累倒不懂在意太多

随便好了

吵就吵

不满就不满

误解就误解

越想就越反感

反正我已经跟以前不一样

我真的不会执著太多

要怎么样就随你吧！

一个人没有对你很好

就算他对你不好

你也不会有太大的感伤

因为没有好与坏的比较

反正就不怎么好

我还是

笑着

疯着

吃着zha

喝着

睡着

没什么大不了！

不合适的——时间会证明给你看

不需要分析