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De baka's bufdae
blueberry cake
his favourite~
he love fruit cake
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RM50 on his new shirt
RM20 on his cake
share share v mummy
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hopefully he will noe dat we reli sayang him
and he will be more obedient
no more make mummy get mad v him
mummy cannot angry too much
her hemoleukocyte will decrease
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then papa will kisiao
cuz need to pay extra duit for mummy injection again
(for not enough white blood cell)
but wat i can say is
actually papa havent pay for de medical fee
all de $$$ is mummy wan
ard 30k++
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doc said
next week treatment
de kimmo + herseptein injection
need to prepare RM10k
for one week injection only
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$$$ is everthing now
$$$ is de most important now
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before treatment, or everything start
mummy had already bank in RM50k to daddy's account
mummy is a housewife
not much $$$ left beside her d
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but papa still havent take out any $$$ yet
he say he will going to take out part (1/3) of his EPF
few months ago
till now
no action~YET
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mama say
how if RM50k in papa bank
finish pay for de medical fee le
i diam diam =,=
cuz i don know how to answer
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why i don ve $$$
if not
i don have to blame for diz
i don have to blame for him
i will not have a bad impression towards him
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do you guys know
i love papa
i reli love him
i don wana think bout him in diz way
i don wana talk about his bad things
my heart feel pain too
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papa is not bad
he care bout us
he show his love to us
he will care for our hunger
care for our safeness
care for our life
we owaz know
but
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wat i can said
i don know
sumtyms he act as a gd papa
sumtyms he act as a gd husband
but sumtyms
de moment he lose control
scold ppl v ridiculous reason
say those hurt's (____) without thinkin
and his impenetrable action
.......................
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i feel speachless bout dat
i feel helpless
not knowing wat to react
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sumtyms
papa fetch me from jetty
fetch mai didi from tuisyen as well
inside de car
along de way
nobody talk to papa
we not dare
or we refuse
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he ask a ques
either one of us will answer only
dats all
nobody willing to talk to him initiatively
after bek to home
we both will only talk to mama about our staff
immediately
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papa not happy with dat
inside his heart
he said to mama
he ask mama
why our children never talk to me
........................
mama told me diz
i don know how mama answer him
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and now
i miss papa
so much
suddenlly
miss de moment
when i was still a child
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he bring me to marry go round
every saturday
i still remember
how he sayang me
lastym
but why
everything has change??????
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i rather
i never
grow up~~
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- alone
- 暧昧的备胎
- my laksa
- wat a day
- =,=
- wat happen????
- 4th, 5th, 6th, 7th day in penang (brief)
- notwell~
- 3rd day in penang
- 作~自己
- 爱——渐渐忘了
- 2nd day in penang
- 1st day in penang
- ordinary simple~
- gamer~
- 不开心我忘不了
- 不要-为什么
- 写-感觉
- 心事跟着孤僻
- 平静_忧郁
- 明明
- Never tot dat it cud be....
- 哀悼
- 人言可畏
- 吓到自己~了
- 遐想————空间
- 一起的理由
- 宠物的概念
- i wan everything preserve de same
- 挂念的~
- Baka's BuffdaE
- You__must know
- 3minutes
- RMB wat you had promise
- 女人的另一半~不懂恋爱
- 削弱的温柔
- stay with you
- i noe ,u noe
- reality~love sounds lydat
- foolish belive
- finger's said
- 爱太累
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Friday, September 4, 2009
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u mk me tink bou my family n my dad...m nt consider as luv family person...bt sumtm oso worry hw they doin in pg...bt din tk any action..i tink ur papa is a responsiblity dad..mayb sumtm emotional bit..he curious y his child din talk v him..means he caring 4u all...myb gv him sum tm...he will let u c the changes...n hope ur mum doin well soon...mayb suffer of the injection n kimo therapy...bt everything will b fine....
ReplyDeletethx for concern~ mb me n mum are woman so we don understand wat is a man thkin actually~ but.....i reli hope dat....everything is fine......
ReplyDeletehappy birthday to him too O_O money is really sumthing tat matters somehow at some point,y he dun wan to take the money out ar? isnt family is the most important thing compare to money nor anything? deep inside his heart his thinking about wat?why do he scold ppl v ridiculous reason and hurting his family feelings....
ReplyDeletetry talking to him and try not to make him lose control ...
wish ur mum is going to get well soon ^_^
every family meet their problem~
ReplyDeleteif i thk in positve way my problem is considered nt a big deal~
anyway~thx for concern ^^