我不知道
要到什么时候
我才会释怀你所有的过错
至少
数小时
数小时
的过去了
我还是
无法当面面对你
心很痛
欺骗的时候
你应该没有心痛的感觉
你应该没有愧疚的感觉
舍得长期的欺骗
证明
你对我的爱
是长期的敷衍
现在所要求的原谅
可能吗？
一直以来的原谅
是因为我还愿意相信
你只是对我不够好
并没有容纳任何不忠
我发现太多
太多我接受不到的事实
到现在
我愿意
我终于可以放手了
才听你说
你舍不得
你的所作所为
让我害怕
其实最后的受害者是我
为什么
现在
变成你受害了
为什么
你身边的人
还要我原谅你
那谁体谅我
你再次要我跳进火坑里
forgiving her is a thing must b done, but its not for her, its for urself, for ur own gud, for not locking urself in hatred and anger. its a release for urself from d bondage of d past. but whether u both still want to be together, d choice is urs, no one shld ever force u or tell u wat to do unless u ask for opinion.
ReplyDeletebut again i understand tat if asking u to forgive her rite away, its impossible for d memory is still fresh and d wound in ur heart is still bleeding.and d healing process takes time. well, maybe u can feel angry rite now, but in future, u will forgive her eventually, when everytin's over and u have a new and better life :) now, u juz need sum time to adjust d change in ur life, a transitional period. take ur time...it will be soon over... :)
dun worry, my frend, ill be always here to support u :)