我从来都是一个
不会让自己有时间的人
时间有了
我就拼命往外找工作了
什么工作都好
我都想尝试
都想填满时间
填满经验
填满我空空的脑袋
填满我的笨脸
而且
我从来都认为
身体怎么疲惫都不会比我的心累
曾经
我的工作范围都是搭不上的
幼稚园教师
家庭教师
画画老师
餐厅服务员
超市售卖员
服装店服务员
剩下的就是event的工作
maxis
digi
P1 wimax
nippon paint
HTC
shooter girl
Dunhill
Malboro
Pall Mall
Guinness
连buffet的侍卫都当过了
但是到了哪里我都只是一只小苍蝇
哪里都没有人察觉的小苍蝇
这样的感觉比较好
没有被瞩目
没有被比较的感觉
自己真的是超没自信的
说出来笑死人
人家都会很讽刺的说
怎么可能
所以
真正的自己
是外人怎么看也看不穿
怎么都无法了解的
i know u r unhappy with ur work now. but im glad that it will be over soon. i wish you can find a job that u like after that.
ReplyDeletethrs still one more month to go. just hang in there. im waiting the day when u r getting ur "freedom" too :p
hey, never look down on urself. every tycoon start out start b4 they become famous and rich. and never let other ppl look down on u bcoz u r young. u might be a trainee now, a teacher, a sale girl n etc and ppl can look down on u now, but who noes, u will be a CEO of sum big companies in future :) u r as strong as u think u are :)
on the way trying to understand u...XD
ReplyDelete=)) i like ur encourage...but....i knw my tahap till where~~any way really thx~~ i got no talent, nothing expert....really.....superb....low confident~~
ReplyDeletewei~ thx 4 trying to knw more bout me~
Hey, confidence is in yourself. You have your own talents. Trust me, one day, you will be a successful woman :)
ReplyDeleteone day~~hopefully~~ i really wish dat.....somehow.....i could be better.....
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